I really needed this reiki session; I was exhausted from yesterday as I’d been walking a lot and I slept so deeply I felt like I was part of the mattress. I was excited then to cleanse my room and light a candle although I added no oil to the burner so I was just burning fresh water. My cat seemed to really want a session too as she scratched at my door and somehow managed to get in and got herself a comfy spot on my stomach. I pictured a gold circle of light on my bed as I climbed onto it and lay on my back. I then asked to receive Reiki healing energy for my highest good and greatest needs tree times- the rule of three is for certainty. We often say things we may not mean so the rule is if we say it three times we mean it. I then wanted to ground myself by connecting to the Earth, I pictured roots growing out of my feet and a spring plant (a small tree with white flowers) reaching out to connect with me, and then to protect myself I pictured a bed of flowers growing around me in big blossoms and coating me in their fragrance and pure essence.
I could have stayed in each hand position for ages as the uplifting energy flowed through me, like shoots of relief, elevation and relaxation. I always love the feeling of the reiki along my back and in the soles of my feet as it’s a giddy feeling like flying out of the body. Towards the end of the session when I’d aligned and lit up the colours of my chakras, and swept away the excess negative energy from both my aura and my cat’s since she wanted in- I felt the urge to do a past life regression.
Because I felt so physically depleted I imagined the white light of the universe slowly moving through my body and relaxing my muscles, making them go slack. Along my back, my chest, my shoulders, my jaw, my legs and feet. When I got to my head I pictured the white light massaging my pineal gland releasing DMT and I drew the figure 8- universal symbol for infinity- between my left and right side of the brain. I pictured Angels then, four at different points of my body and lifted me up. We floated and drifted for a little bit in no hurry and then I felt my feet rise and I imagined my spirit doing a flip in the air and landing softly on a bouncy castle. The Angels then floated me to the ground which was the bouncy castle and I walked through the light into the scene of an indoor play area.
I was a little boy, so cute in a pinafore- people kept doing flips which were bouncing me all over the place. I was wearing a party hat that fell over my nose and hurt me as it was pressed into me. I got up looking for my mummy and a youthful, slender woman with long curly brown hair came hurrying towards me with her arms spread wide. She had an urban, conventional, bohemian vibe about her- very set in the structure of the world and fit in well kind of thing. She was very different to my mum in my present life but she was quite clearly her reincarnated spirit. My dad was a charmer, youthful with an alive and playful spirit. Him and my mum were cool and young and complemented each other well- each with independent lives but partnered up well and had an easy, flirtatious interaction. Both of them were very conventional in the sense that they flowed with their culture easily- it was very modern day in England. Dad had a gleam in his eye and seemed quite mischievous, Mum was more grounded but they both had a good sense of humour. This dad was an ex of mine in my present life it seemed. My grandad had white hair and a beard and looked homely and that was my dad in my present life with a very soft and kind vibe. My dad in this past life who was also very different to my ex in this life carried me away to the arcades to cheer me up. Mum was sorting out her things in her bag and preparing the nappies etc. At the arcades I was mischievous climbing up them and being restless but I was adorable in my outfit and really enjoyed playing. Dad was watching me and encouraging me and to also be social and talk to the young girls around- building my confidence. I remember seeing them and liking them in the way little boys do- prince charming etc. Dad also told me I needed to toughen up when I lost a game and it nearly brought on the waterworks. He said it in a loving tone, and wouldn’t let me hug him but he walked me back to Mum holding my hand. I don’t think I had any siblings at this point but Mum would have another baby- I think a girl.
I’m not sure what the purpose of this was as there are no obvious lessons to me but it was a lovey snippet anyway of another life. It is weird to see present connections connected to me in different ways but they were also very different people. It showed me though that I maintain these same connections in numerous lives, and not just this one which is nice.
Towards the end of this story- which is this point which told me there was no more to see and to return to the present (intuitively). I saw very clearly a tarantula walking in my third eye over the image and separate from the image. It was the same hologram green colour as they do when I see animals outside of a particular thought process or story unfolding in my imagination. It was clearly a tarantula with a large body and it reminded me of a squid, so I wasn’t sure if it was a spider. After a google search I found the one I think I saw (photo above). Messages could be- having patience and not moving too soon so you don’t lose fruits of hard work, elevate sensitivity and intuition, stepping back from a tough situation to better think of next move. The one I think I like the most is figuring out how your dreams and desires can be fulfilled by weaving your own story.
I feel so great though and happy to reconnect to the spiritual side of life after a while of feeling disconnected from myself. I feel energised, confident and happy. I also saw my power animal which is always there to protect me: my black Panther.